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Piece of words

hell o dear buddies everywhere you are and from! i really really wanna say thanks to everyone who have read my blog or to YOU who's reading mine just right now. you know, you guys are the reason why i keep writing, srsly. everytime i check my stats of this blog and read the records, i know there were you guys reading my blog, what a pleased feeling, no kidding! you totally boost my spirit of sharing. 

just so you know, in a real life, i'm not a person who really does like to share my stories, i meanlike what happened/is happening to me. some people might say they see several sides of mebefore and after they've got knowing me better.

strangers will think

 friends will think

 besties will think

those what i've been heard from the others about me, at least. we can't judge our own self, we can't say we're a good person either. it's undeniable that there ll always be 2 teams of any thing , pros and cons. they don't always agree with you! the things you think they're good doesn't mean they're good for the others as well. but i strongly believe and stay keeping this to my mind, the only person who completely knows yourself is you, not your friends, not the strangers, not your besties, even not your parents. my point here is if you have an opinion, a view or a belief for instance, just hold it strongly but still open your heart and mind to the others. at last you  can estimate and decide which the better one is.

sometimes when i feel like to get a self reflection, i won't have any doubt to ask this question to my friends "which of my personalities and behaviors that you like and dislike?" and usually they will ask me the same question back. if they're really your friends, they will answer it honestly, even sometimes they will give an unexpected comeback. i just love to hear their opinions because sometimes it helps a bit to solve private problems between me and friends, for example i could know why this guy/girl particularly doesn't like me and then find a way to fix it. you can try it sometime!

umm now about the new year that’s just about to come in time. good news or bad news?? hmm, both for me.. let me start by explaining why i said it's bad. well, i hate this thing popped in my head just now, AS level examination, yeees, very true, that tortures, those 'merciless' questions will be so extremely distressing to imagine! i'm not saying that the exams are bad but as the new year comes means we're getting closer and closer to them, you know what i mean, rite? sometimes i really wish i could stuck in a moment i enjoyed a lot, wishing the time to be stopped for a while so i don't need to be afraid of going home late. what a dreamer!!haha. am i the only one? hell no way, imposibru!

now, the good part is, oh come on buddies! you know that, new year eve!!  yumyum munchies, family gathering, going out with fellas, gifts, fireworks, etc. the awaited moment!! my mom and i already planned some things for the event, like baking and roasting things and we also planned to invite the neighbors, it’s gonna be a killer party. aaand, for me, this is the time to make new resolutions, hoping the next year will be much much better for sure.. keep improving my skills and digging my talents are my priority, another concernis learning other languages, hell yeah I’mtruly interested to be able speaking in other provinces’ language in Indonesia, like sundanese, bataknese, etc.

speaking about language reminds me about my bestie, Richard, if you remember the one-day trip. His dad’s a Singaporean and her mom is half Indonesian, half Dutch. I asked him to teach me how to speak Singlish, damn I like their accent *well, British accent is sexier though!! Haha. I ever be amazed just by listening his dad saying “wahliao! No need. I need to take a breakfast ar, have any idea or not how to go?”

he said it rapidly and it made me think Singlish is cool. Richard said that generally Singlish doesn’t care about grammar, structures, even pronunciation, it obviously seems from the sentence above “have any idea or not” while normally we use “do you have any idea”

and the pronunciation, he told me a funny story about an American and a Sporean who’re chitchatting together while having their breakfast. let ‘A’ be the American and ‘S’ be the Sporean.

S: this fly (fried) rice here is good lor!

A: *confused* are you sure it’s ok if I eat it?

S: ya, of course, I’d take for you la.

A: oh okay. are you gonna eat the same food?

S: no, I ll take the toe (toast)

A: *getting more confused till his sporean friend came back with the toast and fried rice

S: here your food.

A: thanks (fried rice?!)

S: no biggie. *while they’re enjoying their foods* can you help me take the botte (butter)?

A: huh? Bottle?

S: no, botte to spled on the toe

A: ah butter, okay just wait here. #@#!&# lol

I lmao when he told me this story, I’m not mocking the sporean, they’re cool, srsly, but sometimes it’s just hard to understand their words, furthermore they like to insert some Chinese words in daily conversation. It’s not a big deal if we usually use Singlish in daily life.

actually I have some ideas to do next year but I’m not sure if they can be perfectly realized, I will need to cooperate with other people to make them happen. Just wishing I won’t be as lazy as I used to be in this year. 

nothing more to say..Have a good day everyone!

 

Narcissism

Till the next post fellas!!!

Wishes

bonjour! me again.. :) did you guys realize what's different from the last post if you noticed it well? read it one more time i suggest, yayaya, it was my bad, the date.. i thought last sunday was 19th of December, i just saw calendar on my phone and completely realized that i made a mistake, it was supposed to be 18th of December -_-' sorry,hehe
now i just wanna pen down my WISHLIST FOR THIS CHRISTMAS, i really really want them, God. I used to believe in Santa but as i get older, i'm not really sure bout that figure. 
here is the list 

1. tuna salad crispy mentai and crispy roll sushi, just for me :9

 2. nine west clutch <3

3. wonderstruck by Taylor Swift

that's all. i really hope i can buy these stuffs by myself, i mean using my own money. i think my mom won't let me buying the perfume cause i already bought some in spore -.- hopefully she lets me, amen :)
actually the most important thing i wanna have this Christmas is my full family members by my side, gathering together and celebrating the end of 2011 with joy. GOD, i'm sure you're listening. ameeen
ummm, i think enough for this time. thanks for reading and stay updated :)
 

december oh december

I just got my very own report for the 3rd semester this morning. you ask me the result?? aaah fuuhfuhfuh kinda feel pissed off for my Indonesian and English final score, those subjects that always make me dizzy with long even longer texts for the whole semester... okay blame me for my laziness to be serious following them and i completely realize that just me who couldn't focus on those stuffs. it always feels like my brain is throbbing heavily when i meet the question papers full of texts, hell i don't know why -___-
k k, leave them... although the scores for other subjects are quite satisfying but no doubt i gotta promise to myself to improve my effort for the next semester, keeping it up like i'm supposed to. i ll try to not let my parents down and those who have been supporting me allatime by my diminished spirit in learning. I promise!!!
now, the good news i've been waiting for.. yeees, tomorrow is the beginning of my freedom, at least for a while before the busy months next semester. i just heard that the exam will be held on april *first reaction: "eh srsly???" i'm not sure though, i gotta be ready after all. please be nice SECOND SEMESTER!

umm.. actually i'm still waiting for my dad to come home, he said he'll spend this holiday here Jakarta, i hope so. but afaik usually it's gonna be a bit hard to book ticket during this end of year, there ll be so many people who already booked tickets from days before or even months before, i wish my dad will get the chance to come home...
oh ya, have i told you about my one-day trip in spore? *i don't even know whether it can be called a trip, it's more like a quick visit -.- it was totally a surprise for me, the craziest one that never been thought by anyone i think. it was 18th December 2011, my mom like usual woke me up by knocking on my door, so noisy till then i woke up with thought it was already 8 am or 9. hell i got really confused when i checked my phone it was 3 am, i really did think maybe my dad had arrived so i have to wake up to welcome him. but guess what... i sauntered out from my room to the dining room, wishing there was something good to eat, i found nothiiiing, annoying much?! i went to my mom's room asking what was her actual purpose, she just told me to get ready by giving me a tote bag. then i took a bath and got dressed, i went to living room and found my mom's already well-dressed sounded like she's talking otp with someone, i waited my mom till then she told me to wear blazer instead of t-shirt, i got more and more confused. i asked my mom why my sister wasn't with us at the moment, she just said "later you'll know" *eh???? my mom also helped me preparing all the things i should bring for the i-didn't-even-know-what, like medicines and a t-shirt, i had thought that perhaps we'd go somewhere or visit a relation who's far from Jakarta. i followed my mom got into the car and we were on our way to..... the unexpected place, really i didn't even have a bit thought that we'd go to the airport. it was about 10 to 4 if i'm not mistaken. i still followed my mom wherever she went cause i didn't have any idea where we'd be going. finally i met someone familiar there, Mrs.Yenni...she's such my mom's foster sister, the one who helped my family to handle important documents, like passport and driving license. my mom gave me my passport and a ticket inside, where? to spore -_____- *jayus banget nggak sih emak gw... i left my mom for a while to talk with Mrs.yen. my mom then called me and told me to take care there, it means she didn't go with me, yes she didn't. *kapan lagi gw pergi nggak sama nyokap gitu. after she gave me some money, i said bye with the nicest smile i ever gave to her perhaps, then Mrs.yen guided me to check in, we would depart at 7.05 am from Jakarta. sadly i didn't bring my camera cause i was untold before and even i didn't bring my phone. i asked mrs.,yen how long we'd stay there on our way, you know what..she said we'd take the flight back to jakarta at 9.50 pm on the same day *ide siapa coba kaya gitu?! gilaaaa! and it means i just have more or less 8 hours there. the very first thing popped in my head was visiting my bestie, icad. he lived there with his dad. i realized my stupidity, i didn't know the exact place he's staying in, then i got an idea to ask him via fb, borrowing mrs.yen's phone saying it was an urgent.haha. Thank God he read mine and told me the address. I took a note on a tissue and kept it inside my bag, so sad, right? haha.

i won't tell ya bout the flight. i arrived on changi airport at around 10 spore's time. mrs.yen asked me where i'd go after the you-know-what processes were finished. i told her the address and kindly she brought me to the destination, what a daaay :):) i didn't tell richard i had already arrived and went directly to the address he gave me. but before that, mrs.yen who's as freak of coffee as me took me to the Starbucks on orchard road, haha, she knows me so well lah like semes *eh smash.as usual i ordered mocha frappuccino and she ordered caffe latte. then we went to the planned place, i feel it was the most exciting day in this month of 2011. after we met him, i introduced him to mrs.yen and as always as everyone we met, she thought that he's my boy -___-' how come gitu yaa..
first destination, he was so fraudulent cause he didn't allow me to go to orchard centrepoint though we passed it. i told him i really wanna go to bugis street cause it was been quite long since the last time i went there. fortunately he was willing to take me there. for you who don't know what bugis street is, it's actually a street but more like a shopping center where you can find many many cheap things with a good quality, we have mangdu here in jakarta,hehehe. actually i kinda regretted why we didn't go to little india, what could i say, we have a limited time, had so much fun though :D we had lunch at din tai fung and talked randomly much things. I really really won't forget bout that time, best ever ever and ever. we just then continued our time by exploring some shopping centers, buying perfumes for souvenir, and drinking ocha to burn a bit of our calories. then at last we realized our fun time was almost over, sad sad and sad, but i was happy enough to meet m.w.a.b.t.s cause i miss hiiim.haha.
we departed from spore at bout 10.55 spore's time and i didn't know what time we arrived cause i fell asleep and i just know i arrived at home at 5 to 12 am. siggggh, enough i think, later meet me again on a new post. byeeee. :) thanks for reading........

lagi-lagi random

halo halo (gk pake bandung)! udah gw bilang belom kalo gw lagi males mikir banget belakangan ini? tepatnya setelah hampir 2 mingguan ada ulangan ini itu di sekolah yg bikin gw mabok dan eneg banget.
klimaksnya kemaren hari jumat yg katanya hari trakhir buat kita murid2 kalo mau susulan ato retake apalah, dan gw nyadar banget kalo gw belum ulangan kimia Maam Isna karna waktu itu gw gk masuk. gw ketemu beliau nih critanya di bawah dan langsung deh gw panggil dan bilang "Maam, anak2 kelas saya lagi pada nyariin maam mau liat nilai kimia" ehh gk enaknya gw langsung ditodong gitu "kamu belum ulangan yg kedua ya? trus kamu kemana 2 kali pelajaran saya gk ada?" aduuh sumpah jadi gk enak banget sama beliau. dengan panik gw keatas nih trus kabarin kalo beliau udah dateng dan ada di bawah. otak gw muter-muter mikir "haduh ulangan sekarang ato gk sama sekali" muteeeer muteeer dan akhirnya gw bergegas nyari sana sini siapa yg bawa fotokopian bahan ulangan kedua *apaan banget ya gw... dan akhirnya gw nemuin Khanza yg bawa dan mau minjemin gw. otak gw muter lagi nih "apa bisa gw apalin kertas di tangan gw ini dalam ya kira2 setengah jam maksimal" dengan sok yakin binti pede gw pasti bisa *padahal sih ya gitu deh..
gw baca dan gw apalin tu nama2 atom, molekul segala macem, ada yg namanya antimonit, antimonat, fero, feri, kaya gado-gado deh campur aduk otak gw waktu itu. setelah lumayan (cuma lumayan loh) apal dan modal nekat akhirnya gw minta ditemenin niki ke ruang guru buat minta susulan. pas gw bilang "Maam saya boleh minta susulan sekarang gk?" fiuuh baiknya beliau ngizinin dan nyuruh gw nunggu di perpus. gw nunggu di meja paling depan tuh *emang disuruh disitu sih. gw yg cuma bermodalkan ballpoint satu biji itupun minjem dan setengah hafalan yg mungkin uda gk bisa gw inget lagi waktu itu duduk anteng nunggu. daaaan akhirnya beliau dateng juga bawa lembar penghakiman buat gw yg cuma belajar seadanya banget *lebai. di tangannya ada 2 lembar, gw udah kaget aja tuh, waduuh banyak amat ya..dalem hati gw ngomong gitu, tapi lega banget ternyata yg satunya lembar jawaban aja.
gw mutusin buat ngerjain essaynya dulu karna takut lupa, dan beneran gw lupa beberapa -____- akhirnya karna udah lumayan pasrah gw ngerjain PG yg yah sedikit membantu kalo bisa dibilang, tapi gk tralu yakin jugaaa -,- setelah selesai dan berngaco-ria dengan jawaban-jawaban yg gw lupa, gw mutusin buat ngumpulin tu kertas dengan harapan dapet bagus lah ya pastinya. gw keatas dan lega rasanya udah gk ada beban untuk sementara ini.
diatas gw ngobrol-ngobrol ringan sama temen2 kelas, ngomong ngawur ngidul ketawa-ketawa bareng, berharap ada yg punya cerita seru gitu, tapi yg biasa cerita lagi gk tau kemana waktu itu, bosen sih akhirnya gw buka hp, main-main dan smsan sama 2 orang yg sama-sama gk bisa ngerti gitu ya kalo gw bosen, yg satu ade kelas gw di ts, biasa curhat tentang pacarnya yg kadang-kadang masalahnya jg gk bisa gw selesein, tapi tetep aja gk kapok cerita ke gw *dikirain gw psikolog kali yaak. yg satunya, hedeh gk usah ditanya, ngebanyol aja jarang buanget, gimana mau ngilangin bosen gw.
akhirnya ada bagas tuh, gw bilang aja mau minjem laptopnya, tadinya buat ngeblog tapi dari kemaren postingan gw gk jadi bin gagal gitu ya udah akhirnya baca-baca updated news aja, sok2an baca politik segala..haha. sambil nunggu di jemput gw dengerin lagu aja tapi sumpah kebanting banget suaranya sama speaker bagong dua di depan kelas yg lagi dipake buat nyetel lagu antahberantah apalah itu, akhirnya gw nyerah lagi. gw sempet kebawah ngecek siapa tau udah dijemput, ternyata belum, gw naik lagi. mainin hp lagi -_- jumat kemaren beneran boring bangeeet...
untung gk lama2 banget nyokap sms "mi ud smpe" seperti biasanya, gw langsung turun uda gk sabar pengen nubruk kasur empuk gw dan molor berjam2. tapi eh tapi..nyokap ngajakin pergi lagi, akhirnya gw nurut aja siapa tau dibeliin apa gitu.sampe di tempat tujuan gw nemenin dia nyari barang yg dicari, gk lama ketemu deh tuh, setelah beli langsung aja gitu dia ngajak pulang -.- yaelaaah ngarepnya sih dia nawarin apakek gitu. akhirnya hopelessly gw minta dibeliin ice cream, abis itu pulang, sumpah bete mampus.
kebetean (*bahasa apa coba?) gw gk berakhir sampe situ..
sampe rumah gw buka hp, ada sms gini,
"jangan marah ya kalo kamu liat sesuatu yg bikin kamu kesel, itu bukan apa-apa"
hal yg pertama muncul di otak gw "nah loh, apaan kok ni orang ngomong gini"
akhirnya gw bales, "maksudnya apa *titiktitik*?"
dia bales ngomong hal yg bikin gw mikir ngapain juga ni orang ngejelasin ke gw, kalo gw liat pun gk bakal ada ngaruhnya karna gw gk punya hak apa-apa atas ni orang.
iseng-iseng gw nanya sama dia "trus kenapa lu kasih tau gw?"
gk dibales langsung, sekitar jam 8 malem dia sms, gw kira mau jawab yg tadi, taunya malah nanya udah tidur atau belum -___- aneh dasar aneeeh. karna gk enak gw bales aja dan akhirnya gw pamit tidur jam 9an.
gw sebenernya gk bisa tidur dan gw tau ni orang jg belum tidur, kepikiran aja gitu apa maksudnya karna dia gk jawab pertanyaan gw, gw takut nanya lagi, takut dia mikir gw kegeeran ato kepo gitu -.-

hari ini jg sama aja sebenernya, gw gk kemana-mana dan ngabisin waktu bener2 buat do nothing alias males-malesan. udah cukup cape jg gara2 uas dan retake sih. hari senin gw jg gk tau ada apaan lagi disuru masuk, yg jelas sih hari rabu ambil rapor, matiilah, nilai bahasa dan OR gw gimanaaaa!!!? ah optimis aja *ciih ngomong doang (-,-)
hmmm uda mulai krik-krik jg nih mau nulis apaan lagi. haha. yaudah segini dulu aja, gw sudahi cerita gk penting ini, thanks udah mau baca dan jangan kapok baca postingan gaje gw. merci beaucoup everyone! :)

Another Nice Day

lol lol lol okaay I know it's so damn old, but hell cares! I give A for Awesome to this song in any way.
it's a favorite of ______ *sorry can't tell :D
today... All was started by a failed omelette that I tried to cook by myself T.T it wouldn't be that hard if richard was there helping me with those stuffs right at the moment. I wondered I could ask my mom to make it for me but where was she?? IDK maybe she went to the market, what could I do with a starving tummy -_-
the next activity was chemistry tutorial. it was fine, just fine. I got nothing to tell, it's only another usual school stuff. I ll be having my final-term exams starting on monday, wismilak wismilaaak!!!!
then the best part of the day, I'd like to thank my one and only, who is that special one??? curious? curious? #gaya tukul arwana :D
He's God, merci beaucoup pour tout :) :) You're still the best, ayayayay haha
back to the video above. I really have to admit to someone i kinda used to mock when he kept singing along the way. initially i did think like "heellooo mister, this is 2011, even the band whose song you're listening to has changed their vocalist" :| you kept hitting the repeat button and ignoring my "you gotta stop that" expression, and more more annoying when you kept your awkward smile while you were singing,  étrange, you étrange!!!
srsly it was about 10 times or more you played it, not so bad actually, I like it just now \o/ lol and it's much much better than the songs you play while you're driving recently. no more for those songs..no more, pls :| they will make such these expressions for sure

 

or

 

or

or maybe

ojo nesu yo mas, damai :) hehehe

I hope I was brave enough to say or tease ya directly buuuut hahaha unfortunately I wasn't, it really needs a total courage like when I forced myself to try tornado in Dufan. everytime I see you and be with you, it feels like I see you holding a dagger and looking at me with a razor-sharp gaze still I don't know why I'm so into you. if i say there's something different about you, isn't it too cliche? sometimes i really think you're just unpredictable, you are labile like teens, you're moody, you're annoying, and sometimes you can be really wise, conclusion: you're as complicated as the physics formulas! 

okaaay then, I think I'm running out of idea :'| till the next post :)