To You

if you ask me why and why, i'm trying to find the reasons, just to assure you, i can't be like what i had been before. sometimes i feel this condition is not on our side, it's just unfair, why things are so easy for you but not for me? i'm wandering alone along this path, seeking the answer why it's so hard to 'leave' you without being hurted, i need something that makes sense. are you too precious for me? while i know, it's not love that i feel, isn't that weird?
please, don't get closer anymore and give me those uncertainties. i'm trying to keep the distance between us not because i don't care of you at all, it's better for me to stay away and live with these memories. if only i can wish, may you always remember me with your own way as i will do ahead, just to remind myself that you ever been a special one in my life.