Saturday, February 11, 2012

le life

bonjour! here i am again to pen down some things *well, dk if it will be interesting or not. before i start, let me say WELCOME to you, my viewers :) merci for your willingness to read my post.
aargh life recently... boring as hell if i can say. school thingies have been pushing me away from social life, of course it's not that extreme, but enough to make me trapped in this fatiguing part. it will be worst if i have a test or quiz on the next day, staying up, doing the allnighter like crazy -.- i enjoy the whole thing in any way cause i'm sure what i do now determine what will happen to me later, well in the long term, my future.


 i like to correlate something to another thing and sometimes i find that philosophy is quite interesting. life is like a roller coaster, true indeed, at least for me. those ups and downs are the challenges, it depends on how we give response to them. one good sentence i often read, Don't sweat the small stuffs!

 
another definition for me, life is a school. no matter how old you are, you'll always be studying for the rest of your life. school is definitely a place for us to get knowledge and friends, but no no, wait! we can find them anywhere. i prefer to say, school is the one of many places in the world where we can get many experiences, and those that matter, how you deal with new situations, deal with new ppl and work with them, deal with new sort of things popped in this place. i wonder if i don't go to school. sure i can get lessons, knowledge, there's net, there are books i can buy, or even teachers that i can hire to give me lessons, but how about social life? how can i say hello or good morning to this beautiful world? how can i distinguish type of ppl if i just spend my days with parents and mostly with myself? i'll be so selfish, won't i?
in school i can meet many things, from people to problems. there are sort of ppl i like, ppl i dislike, things i love and i hate. i deal with them everyday and they 'make' me,my own self, they 'create' ways how i act and behave to them. for some reasons, i do admit that i'm an indifferent person, i don't care what ppl say about me, they give me compliments, well thanks, on the contrary, they talk bad things about me, well that's their right, as long as they don't give any disadvantage to me. that makes life easier than ever, i don't need to be a drama queen who likes exaggerating things when she feel down, i just need to keep it to myself, that's all.

 and about the problems which come to me in many different ways. they give my life pulse. the heck the others say 'i don't have prob in my life' then you're so pity pal! you'll never get any lesson that you can take and you stay forever alone with yourself, know what i mean? no matter how hard your prob is, how puzzling it is, you'll find a way to solve it, trust me!

no more idea left.... byeee :)

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